A year ago one of the most beautiful souls I’ve ever met decided to leave us.
I have dreams that she’s alive still, that this was all a misunderstanding, that she didn’t really kill herself. All the time.
I know I can’t change the past and I shouldn’t regret things, but I will always regret not calling her. I am terrified of the phone and I didn’t call her and I should have.

Damnit, Ari. You were brilliant. Talented. Beautiful. Amazing. Caring. So full of love. How dare you take that away from us! How dare you rob the world of your passion!

I miss you so much.

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